When I grow up, I start to get to know a little bit of life, feel happiness has a handsome face, happiness has a lot of admirers at school, happiness because kepintaranku are proud of many teachers. That's me, but one that should I cover it, I'm ashamed to have a mother who is blind! His eyes no one. I was so embarrassed, really
I very want perfection lies to me, none of the defects in my life as well in my family. While it was the father who became the backbone of we've been called by the Almighty. And I'm the only child who was supposed to be the backbone of a surrogate father. But all was not kuhiraukan. I'm just concerned with the needs and keperluanku only. Being working mom made food for employees in a simple sewing.
At one point the mother came to the school to see the situation. Since it's been a few days I just went home and did not sleep at home. Because the slums it made me sick, made me perfection I had was defective. Will kuperoleh anything to reach a perfection of it.
Right at the moment of break, I saw the figure of the old woman at the door of the school. His clothes clean and understated well-mannered ever. That's what my mother had one eye. And that always makes me ashamed and a more humiliating Mother called me. "Want what mom here? Mother come just to humiliate me! " Bentakkan me make myself my mother immediately rushed off. And that indeed I was expecting. Any mother rushed out from my school. Because kehadiranya that I'm really shy, very shy. Until a couple of my friends said and ask. "Hi, it's your mum ya?, your mother her eyes one huh?" that makes me like struck by lightning get questions like that.
A few months later I graduated high school and got a scholarship at a school outside of the country. I get a scholarship at ku and kukejar so I could leave the House soon kumuhku and especially leaving my mom made me embarrassed. Turns out I managed to get it. Proudly kubusungkan chest and I'm off to go without informing the mother because to me it is not necessary. I live for myself. A man who always mnghalangi kemajuanku.
In Selolah it, I became the most popular student because of the cleverness and ketampananku. I had success and then I married a girl of Indonesia and settled in Singapore.
Long story short I became a successful, very successful. Tinggalku place is very fancy, I had a male child was three years old and I'm so favored. Even I'm willing to risk my life for my son that.
10 years I lived in Singapore, learn and build the household with a completely harmonious and I never thought of my mother's fate. One bit I do not miss him, I'm not mencemaskannya. I'm happy with my life right now.
But one day my life was perfect, when my son was disturbed that are fun to play in front of the door. Suddenly came an elderly woman and a slightly seedy approached him. And I saw she was my mother, my mother came to Singapore. Heaven knows what and from whom he obtained a ongkosnya. He came because some.
Just my my mother instantly banish. With lightly I said: "HEY, go YOU'RE a BEGGAR. YOU'RE MAKING MY SON AFRAID! " And without replying to the word kasarku, the mother of then smile, "sorry, I was WRONG address"
Without feeling besalah, I went into the House.
A few months later came a letter of invitation to the reunion of my HIGH SCHOOL school. I too came to attend and reasoned in my wife that I would be on duty overseas.
Long story short, they came to me in the city of my birth. Soon just want to attend the reunion party and a little brag that his success. I managed to make the whole my friends amazed at myself that it is today.
Finished Reunion either megapa I would like to see the State of my house before going back to Sigapore. Do not know the feeling of what got me to see the slums stepping and the old woman. Arriving in front of the House, there are no feelings of sadness or guilt on me, even I myself am actually disgusted look. With a sense of innocent, I entered the House without knocking on the door in advance. My view of this House is so messy. I cannot find the figure of the elderly woman in the House, you know where he is, but instead I felt relieved not to meet her.
Rushing I went out and met up with one of my neighbors. "Finally you came as well. Thy mother died a week ago "
"OH ..."
Only words that could come out of my mouth. Whit no sense in my heart that I felt sad while hearing my mother had died. "This, before he died, your mother give you this letter for you"
After handing over a letter he immediately rushed off. My open letter sheet that already kucal it.
For my son very I love,
I love my son, I know you are very membenciku. But Mother loved to time heard the news that there will be a reunion of the disekolahmu.
I hope that I could see you again. because I'm sure you'll come to the Reunion event.
To be honest the mother miss you so much, very deeply that every night I can only cry while looking at fotomu the only one you have. Mom never forgot to pray for kebahagiaanmu, so you can succeed and see the world at large.
The origin of you know only my son dear, to be honest you're eye wear to see the wide world that one of them is my eyes that always makes you embarrassed.
My eyes which I gave thee the time you're a kid. That time you and thy Father had an accident, but your dad died, while the right eye suffered blindness. I cannot bear this tersayangku children live and grow with an eye defect then I gave one to my eyes this is for you.
Now I'm proud of you because you can grab what you want and aspire to.
And I was very happy to see the world with my eyes that I give to you.
As I write this letter, I still hope to see you for the last time, but I guess it's not possible, because I'm sure death was already in front of my eyes.
Bak in broad daylight lightning that hit the whole saraf-sarafku, I'm speechless! New mistakes I realizing that made me ashamed of my mother's, but actually not myself. ...
I'm sorry mom ...
Sobs continue to come out of the boy's eyes
The thought that struck will regret
On the way home to within he still kept Recalling the letter in her mother by writing.
Did you know what happened?
Because the inner mind continued to regret & within him. He suffered kecelakan
The car that he steer went into the abyss of death he outbid & accident trsbut.
SubhanaAllah ....
Take the wisdom of this story
Honor thy mother while she is still there and continues to love you.
Before you conceived, mother want thee there. Before you were born, the mother was loving you. Before you came out of the womb, the mother ever willingly die for you. This is the miracle of mother's affection. Hopefully reading the perfidy of keep on towards his mother amin
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